Alright then. I went to Berkeley today and bought a bunch of stuff, including 10 cockroaches. Don't worry about not calling me tomorrow- Ill be alright. I have decided that I have traversed into a new level of missing you- I am getting exhausted really easily, and I keep forgetting to drink water. My mother is getting SUPER stressed about Laila's wedding; you know how ridiculous and amazing my Mom's events are- I mean, you were at Karims birthday. Imagine the stress of that birthday times twelve- that is what my mom is feeling right now. I feel really sorry for her, and I am a bit worried. On a lighter note, Safa's birthday is coming up soon. Due to various stupidities and general weirdness in my non-immediate family, Safa's birthday will be at my house. I am a bit worried that I will still be super exhausted by the time school starts; this is because my stress/tiredness levels are (understandably) less important than the wedding/my mothers stress. Poor Mama. If you have any advice on how to help her settle down, I would love to hear it. Anyway, enjoy whatever you are doing tomorrow. I'm trying really hard not to slip into panic- there are too many pressures coming from too many directions. 

Please come back soon

I love you.

-Amin